Integrated
Aligned

Moving into the next chapter
Of this story of self

Balanced
Whole

Dancing together
Unified

As one
Masculine
Feminine
Energetic force

The one I’ve been waiting for
Is the one I have become

Not just a one sided character
In a story I didn’t conceive

Flat land cartoon personality
Corporate human machine
That was not who I really am

There is so much more inside
Peeling off the layers
Feeling new found aliveness
Underneath the shield that I no longer need
To protect something that needs no armor

Sensual intuitive spaciousness
Is luscious

Realizing
That I am a gift
And I will share my passion with the world!

Starting now

I am a being
On fire with divine presence

There is nothing that needs to be done
But so much that will happen

Simply being
This miraculous loving being

Shame is radioactive.

It gets all over everything and everyone.

Know there is silence in the noise

Hear it

Know that time doesn’t really exist

Experience it

Know that I am thinking of you

Feel it

Know that there is only one heart

Longing to meet itself

Passion is a fire
It needs air to breathe

Winds of change
can make it burn hotter
or can blow it out

Holding you in my arms
A powerful gust sweeps us
high up into the sky

Floating on loves silver lined cloud
Ecstatically caressing each other
Flying around above globe
unaware of worldly troubles below

Questioning my need
to know the answers

Relaxing into what is truly happening

Drifting gracefully deeper

Letting the story of self
die in the mind

and yet…

I am still here

noticing..

that I am still alive

feeling better
for letting go

releasing the need
to hang on

To FEAR

I was going to send you a poem today
Because of the dance we shared last night
Because my body ached for you at the core

waking up in the early hours of the morning
unable to sleep without the gentle release
of personal self gratification

I had a poem ready to send earlier
but after I finished preparing it
I decided not to send it
and deleted the whole thing

why?

Because of ego

the monster of the depths that will ruin us
I figured I’d just be sending it to that place
that will simply devour and burp
leaving nothing
but a feeling of powerlessness inside

So I didn’t send the romantic tribute
to your womanhood and beauty

but I did write this
in it you can feel the connection
in the heart, body and aching soul

I am quite certain that
this is just a game to you
That I’m not the only player on your chess board

so instead of preparing for failure
I’ll just wander off a winner
keeping on the path
to nowhere
really fast