Can’t Seem To Speak
Lying next to you I can hardly stand it.
I love you but I want to sleep with other women.
I have wanted to for a long time now.
It is my nature.
Today in the book store the two young Japanese girls
Everywhere I look this spring time I see female desire
We barely have passion
We have a mutual pain we share
We have distrust and insecurity
My stomach hurts
I am tired I just want you to go.
Please just leave me alone.
I want my life
This damn gag I can’t take off of my mouth
I don’t dislike you
I just want you to leave
I want to do what I want to do
When I want to do it
With whom
I need to quite lying to myself and to you
This is not what I want and need.
