Who is here now with you?

Who is listening to the depth of your heart?
In this moment
As it is
Vulnerable and kind

I AM

Listening
Non-judgmentally
Accepting
Sharing
Caring

There is nothing to hide
It is all very clear

You
Want
LOVE

And
Are
LOVE

This is
LOVE

Yet you say..

“I can’t receive it from you”

Yet

Reading this
The heart warms
deep resonance echos
from within
Beyond the minds illusions

You say..

“or give it to you myself”

But I say to you
You are LOVE

Reflecting the
One heart
One LOVE

There is no deal
There is no getting
There is no past
There is no future

There is so much more
Yet so much less
Then the commerce of the ego
And it’s materialistic demands subside

I’m not for sale
And I’m not trying to buy you
This isn’t a transaction
It’s bigger and deeper than that

If you want to find someone else
To satisfy your needs, desires and personality demands
It doesn’t mean you have to stop Loving
Me or anyone else

Just breathe
Letting go of the relentness of personality
and dive into the deep expansive realm
Of not-knowing

This is the lesson that is painful
Giving up the painful story of isolation
Acknowledging
One Heart
One Love
Beyond the illusions
of the ego and mind

Here in this space
In stillness and silence
Where we meet in
LOVE

This is an email that contains
No content
It is empty
Devoid of all meaning

It symbolizes nothing
And asks for
Nothing
In return for
Nothing
That is being offered
To no one

In fact
If you said
It never happened
It wouldn’t be far
From the
Truth

But yet
Something is
Happening
Between two people
Do you know what it is?
It is more quite than a
Whisper

But you can hear it
Inside
If you close your eyes
And go deep
In your heart
And feel that tender
Longing
To come home
To love

Its here
I know you feel it
Because
you know
There is only one heart
And we
Are it

Know there is silence in the noise

Hear it

Know that time doesn’t really exist

Experience it

Know that I am thinking of you

Feel it

Know that there is only one heart

Longing to meet itself

I was going to send you a poem today
Because of the dance we shared last night
Because my body ached for you at the core

waking up in the early hours of the morning
unable to sleep without the gentle release
of personal self gratification

I had a poem ready to send earlier
but after I finished preparing it
I decided not to send it
and deleted the whole thing

why?

Because of ego

the monster of the depths that will ruin us
I figured I’d just be sending it to that place
that will simply devour and burp
leaving nothing
but a feeling of powerlessness inside

So I didn’t send the romantic tribute
to your womanhood and beauty

but I did write this
in it you can feel the connection
in the heart, body and aching soul

I am quite certain that
this is just a game to you
That I’m not the only player on your chess board

so instead of preparing for failure
I’ll just wander off a winner
keeping on the path
to nowhere
really fast

The Spiritual Journey
doesn’t have to be a long one

Just travel from your head
down to your heart

The Gypsy is at home
everywhere
heart aches
crying a sad song
of homelessness and loss
cursed by the internal
eternal
lack of a center

classless vagabond needs no permission
living on the road without a care
but still caring
deeply and passionately
about the myths and superstitions
of the past

stories and inventions of bygone eras
held over
in a rolling caravan show
delivering low cost entertainment
to judgmental, bleary eyed townsfolk
before moving on to the next village
where the whole process begins again

Floating across the shimmering pond
Buoyant in her being
She is a Swan

Rising above the cool wetness of what is
Lifted up on a feathery cushion of light
An unseen force appears to propel her effortlessly across the water
Pushing along the underneath with nimble feet kicked by lean legs

Neck tall, proud tranquil gaze filled with passionate purpose
Her presence is gentle and kind

A mysterious, sensual force shines from her eyes
I feel it inside my heart and I long to her hold close again
Feeling the silent joy inside

Fleeting away to a distant shore my heart takes flight.

How can so far away feel so close?

Deep longing compressed inside, I am a cocoon waiting to open to be touched by your magic.

As butterflies, we shall fly away again in Love.

Coming around the southern tip of misty old Eire,
An amazing discovery over whelmed my heart.
Reaching over, I gently clasped your hand,
You squeezed mine back with warm reassurance
I sank down inside to the special place in my heart
Feeling a great knowing, knowing a great feeling,
With you, Together.
As we silently drove along, the magical Celtic road.

I could fall in love with you
those words just fell out of my mouth
with a desire to express the energy I feel when I’m with you

It wasn’t easy to say
For a moment
Until they came out
Then it was really easy
A feeling of opening happened
A trusting of love

I can’t control if you will or won’t reciprocate
Whether you are interested or willing
Not knowing if you are worthy or if you think I am
Trusting that I don’t know if I can trust you
I say it anyway
And I mean it

You said I might be the next bull in your China shop
Are you really that fragile?
Or are you protecting something even more delicate than fine bone China?
What could that be?
Your heart?
A story?
The truth?
A lie?

It doesn’t matter
To me
This me that you are trying to figure out
I don’t care who I am
It doesn’t matter
Because I’m still here as I am

Feeling your heart close to mine
Seems to matter in a way that other things haven’t
In a long time

I’d say that it’s scary
But I’d be lying to myself and to you
It feels fantastic!
As I fall asleep with the warm glow of you in my heart
Feeling genuinely alive