Out here on the water
Paddling along
With my friends
Seals
Birds
Fishes

It’s our home
We share
Waves
Wind
Sunlight

No one owns any of this
People on the shore imagine they do

There is just one great space

Where we live
And love
Together

Perhaps you will choose to go into unconsciousness to
Cope and suppress the deeply rooted painful emotions
that cause your emotional and physical paralysis.

Eventually you may realize that there is a thin veil
between the dark stuck painful place and love and light
the key to getting through this doorway into a brighter place
is as simple as just choosing to wake up in your dreaming.

I love you

And I’m not the source of your pain

Who is here now with you?

Who is listening to the depth of your heart?
In this moment
As it is
Vulnerable and kind

I AM

Listening
Non-judgmentally
Accepting
Sharing
Caring

There is nothing to hide
It is all very clear

You
Want
LOVE

And
Are
LOVE

This is
LOVE

Yet you say..

“I can’t receive it from you”

Yet

Reading this
The heart warms
deep resonance echos
from within
Beyond the minds illusions

You say..

“or give it to you myself”

But I say to you
You are LOVE

Reflecting the
One heart
One LOVE

There is no deal
There is no getting
There is no past
There is no future

There is so much more
Yet so much less
Then the commerce of the ego
And it’s materialistic demands subside

I’m not for sale
And I’m not trying to buy you
This isn’t a transaction
It’s bigger and deeper than that

If you want to find someone else
To satisfy your needs, desires and personality demands
It doesn’t mean you have to stop Loving
Me or anyone else

Just breathe
Letting go of the relentness of personality
and dive into the deep expansive realm
Of not-knowing

This is the lesson that is painful
Giving up the painful story of isolation
Acknowledging
One Heart
One Love
Beyond the illusions
of the ego and mind

Here in this space
In stillness and silence
Where we meet in
LOVE

You wanted me to write you an email
You, the woman who I told the truth to
the one who I don’t know
who has nothing to lose
the one in the fairy tale
a traveler
a marvelous maiden
who seems to be good at asking questions
the ones I don’t really want to answer

the moon is up above us smiling down
telling us that what we need to do to grow and learn
It is already spilling out all over the world in shiny rays of white hope
filling our dreams with images and light
giving us energy to carry on
inspiring us to new dimensions

Is this what you wanted to hear?
how I am optimistic
about living a lying
lying in life
running from the obvious
seeking the sublime
pulling magic out of darkness
and hiding in the shadows of love

this is life and it is happening
whatever happens in it is beyond me
but I embrace all of it
avoiding some of it
ducking for cover
looking for a safe place
where things will start making sense
and the mistakes of the past
will gently fade away into a better future

Passion is a fire
It needs air to breathe

Winds of change
can make it burn hotter
or can blow it out

Holding you in my arms
A powerful gust sweeps us
high up into the sky

Floating on loves silver lined cloud
Ecstatically caressing each other
Flying around above globe
unaware of worldly troubles below

Even when it doesn’t look like love.

Beyond the clouds of personality,

It is always a sunny,warm loving sky.

You are love…

Beyond layers and attachments

trying or not trying

It makes no difference

You are love…

Strings are cut
that which isn’t true
falls away
the curtain comes up
revealing the stage play
of your inner beauty
for all to see
a divine living, loving performance
heartfelt and passionate

I see the beauty in the raw core essense
of who you are
and am touched in a way
in which I cannot describe

You are love.

Mystical old world soul
Your light shines across the Siberian prairie
Radiant and elegant a wondrous northern light!

Lifted out of the hardships of this life,
Smiling with a deep sense of knowing.
Strong as a lioness when needed
Your feminine essence is as soft as the petals of a delicate rose
Colorful and in full bloom,
Blushing sweetly on your tender cheek.

Womanhood has a right to be proud of you!
Generations before have struggled and sacrificed everything.
Feel grateful for their lives!
They created the gift that is you.
Your path is to care and share who you are.
Mother, Sister, Daughter together
Never alone in this life, their spirit is always with you.

Embodied as the gift of love and loyalty
Given only to the rightful honor of a true loving Gentleman
Never settling for less than true love and commitment.
Partnership with you is a prize of a living jewel!
Precious and sacred joined together unified as the One.

Russian Beauty you are the Spirit of Mother Russia!
Bearing children of the Motherland.
Your light will shine on to future generations
Through the gift of creating loving family
Long after no one remembers your name.