You want answers?
Forget it!

There is no one here who can help
you

you
can’t even help
you
with this perplexing dilemma
so what makes
you
think that I can help
you

It’s not about
you
it’s about
you
and
you
and
you
and
You

Do you see a pattern emerging?

All the while you think of ways to help
you
blaming other people who bug
you
trying to escape the craziness of
you
but no matter how hard
you
try
to drop thoughts
practice a practice
and get clear
you
are still left with
you

you
think
you
know?
do
you?

aren’t
you
regulary caught up
self absorbed
scared
confused
out of control
or perhaps
calm cool
and absolutely certain

Do
you
see a pattern here?

Remember the story of
You?

the one
you
Tell
you
and everyone else
continuously
always
in your head
jibbering and jabbering

What if I told
You

its just a story?

Would that make
you
mad?

would
you
disagree?

Haven’t
you
been making
you
up?

since
you
can remember?

Just because other people tell
you
that
you
is true

doesn’t mean
you
are

do
you
believe everything
you
hear?

I don’t

most of what people say is
made up bullshit

but that’s ok
you
know what to expect

Don’t say I didn’t warn
you

people
and everything they
are
Do
and say
is made up

HEY YOU!!! TRY THIS ->

Do with the story of
you
what a well behaved
hunting hound does with a ball

DROP IT!
LEAVE IT!

Step away from the story
of
you

no need to run
or hide
or seek

because in the end

YOU
are still HERE!

Like I said
it doesn’t matter

you
is still happening

pretty scary huh? LOL

get it?
just drop
the vitally important
mission critical
made up version of
you

that’s it
the big secret of the sages of all ages

you
should pay me big money for this
therapeutic dialogical healing service
I’m giving
you
curing
you
of
you

because it doesn’t matter

so why not?

you
think it’s absolutely mission critical to be
You

But is this true?

Could this be the secret in this mysterious story plot of
you
that keeps
you
running scared of
you

What are
you
waiting for?

Drop the story of
you

Try it now

because it doesn’t matter if
you
Do

or if
you
don’t

I could fall in love with you
those words just fell out of my mouth
with a desire to express the energy I feel when I’m with you

It wasn’t easy to say
For a moment
Until they came out
Then it was really easy
A feeling of opening happened
A trusting of love

I can’t control if you will or won’t reciprocate
Whether you are interested or willing
Not knowing if you are worthy or if you think I am
Trusting that I don’t know if I can trust you
I say it anyway
And I mean it

You said I might be the next bull in your China shop
Are you really that fragile?
Or are you protecting something even more delicate than fine bone China?
What could that be?
Your heart?
A story?
The truth?
A lie?

It doesn’t matter
To me
This me that you are trying to figure out
I don’t care who I am
It doesn’t matter
Because I’m still here as I am

Feeling your heart close to mine
Seems to matter in a way that other things haven’t
In a long time

I’d say that it’s scary
But I’d be lying to myself and to you
It feels fantastic!
As I fall asleep with the warm glow of you in my heart
Feeling genuinely alive

Love is this
Right here
Right now

Everything you see and touch
hear and smell
It’s all part of it

You can wait if you want to
You can believe that it’s not here yet

But it doesn’t matter
It won’t be arriving
It won’t be leaving

You can believe that you need to do something to have it
But it doesn’t matter
Because it already Is you

Why then do we need another person to know it?
Is it to share?
Is it to grow?
Is it to heal?
Is it to transform?

Everything is already love
even if it does’t look like it
It is love

I have news you may not want to hear

It doesn’t matter
If you work it out
Work on it
Work through it
Get into it
Get over it
Get out of it
Go deeper
wade into the shadows
or just wallow in the shallows

There is no one doing any of this
It’s just what’s happening
To no one separate person

Which doesn’t matter
And having it not matter
Doesn’t matter either

This is the beautiful, liberated
“so-what-ness”
of “what-is-ness”

Sitting or walking

What does it matter to you?

Being transparent