Its good to know that you’re here
reading this

sometimes far away
can seem very close
when there is an energetic intimacy
like there is here
right now

I invented you

Now disappear

All of this that there is
All of it
As it is
Right now

Embrace it
Open up to this
As it is
Right now

Live it fully
As it is
Wake up!
Do it now

It is here
Right now
It is me
It is you
Inside and outside
Throughout

Right here
Everywhere
In all that there is

I can touch you and feel it
You can touch me and feel it

Put out your hand and feel the heat from my palm
Radiating outward from my heart to your soul

Embrace the warm glow
Bask in the beloved

Shifting
Aware
Sharing in the infinite loop that is this life
Right here
Right now
Always

This is it
It is all there is
It is right here
It is her
It is him
It is we
It is that
It is us
It is them

This is wholeness
This is Oneness
Always

It is really this simple
This is it
This is love

I have a new valentine this year

It is the One
It is right now
This breath
This life
This existence
Right here…
this…
All of this…
Oneness

Love of the One that never fails
as it is always the One
It is the love without time
without limit

Nobody and nothing can take it away as it is not separate
So there is nothing to do to give or receive
It is already always happening

Dissolving in an instant giving over to complete intimacy
Folding into this moment continuously as it is
All contexts of love are contained in the One
Self love, unconditional love, divine love are all illusive patterns
Fables of the mind, dressed up with noble intention
Human imagination does what it does
sometimes that means creating dreams of painful separation

Shifting is simple and yet a choice that’s rarely ever made
Relaxing the focus on external validation
Surrendering to this moment completely
Engaged awareness
Energy transmission
Complete connection
Being oneness with the One

There is nothing to do to complete the circuit with the One
There is nothing separate from the One
Only perfect oneness with the One

I am in love with the One
Which is the same thing as loving Me

You drove your way to my heart
I left the keys on the counter
You took the top down and went for a ride

Go ahead
Tell yourself that it’s time to go
Push away that which you love
Find a clever reason not to feel the intensity
Discover the truth of losing yourself in the other
Listen to voice that is drowning in the fear of your fear
Feel how scary it is the abandon your insecurities
In favor of love

Abandonment is a visitor that doesn’t come uninvited
What good does it do to tell yourself that this doesn’t matter?
It really doesn’t, does it?
In the end everything fades away
The evening sun comes home
Bowing beyond the horizon

Try to imagine yourself standing in the rain as an old person
Standing there with your lover beside you
Holding the umbrella overhead
Are we together as we?
Or are you alone and cold with big heavy bags?

Feel the beauty in this moment
This summer of love
Innocence and experience
Learning and touching
Sharing and feeling
It was supposed to be a light fling
But it surprised both of us

Now we have a lot of explaining to do
Shifting deeper into the present
Feeling the warm love of this embrace
Intertwined in ecstasy
Exploring each other with sensualist secrets
We are each others lover

No words to tell
No voice to speak
Sighs and breaths of passion
Tears of joy
Shaky legs tell all
Trembling with the after murmurs

When the time comes
We will say good bye
Pretending that we are making no promises
Precious kisses seem to last forever
But soon they will be gone
Embracing the impermanence of life
This doesn’t mean that we won’t see each other again
But let’s not drive each other crazy from afar

Remaining open to change
Not living ahead
We can enjoy the moment
The moment that is now

Frustrated in the moment knowing the hurt will come soon
I raise the stakes giving myself over fully
Choosing to surrender to this special moment
To you special woman
The soul of which I have touched
Whose soul has touched me

I thank you for your gift
The gift of you
You are beautiful
I love you
Thank you

Drifting into mutual solitude
Dancing the night away
Go ahead and drink the way you forgot how to
Steal the freedom that you gave away
but never left

Lying next to you I can hardly stand it.
I love you but I want to sleep with other women.
I have wanted to for a long time now.
It is my nature.

Today in the book store the two young Japanese girls
Everywhere I look this spring time I see female desire
We barely have passion
We have a mutual pain we share
We have distrust and insecurity
My stomach hurts
I am tired I just want you to go.
Please just leave me alone.
I want my life

This damn gag I can’t take off of my mouth
I don’t dislike you
I just want you to leave
I want to do what I want to do
When I want to do it
With whom

I need to quite lying to myself and to you
This is not what I want and need.

Now I’m totally confused

I got lost somewhere between sarcasm and innuendo

There are more moments….
There are more moments….
There are more moments….
There is this moment……
There is this moment……
There is this moment……
There are a few more moments……
There are a few more moments……
There are a few more moments……
There are no more moments……
There are no more moments……
There are no more moments……

Preparing yourself for what already happened
Trying to undo what already occurred
Finding yourself in the midst of a moment that is robbed of presence.
I can only tolerate so much of my mind stealing my breath.
There is plenty of room now
I just need to keep forgetting over and over
I breathe again and again and again until it feels natural, just in and out.
Until I remember that this moment feels fan-fuckin-tastic…..